Chapter 13 - Weeping Bitterly About the Past
She had wanted to stop him, but she didn't expect that. As soon as she hugged An Zhongtao, she remembered all the events of her previous life. He was also depressed because of Mother's death, so, in her heart, she knew that Father had feelings for Mother.
What's more, she thought of later when An Mingxuan took power and made a mess of the family, infuriated her Father and made him ill, and in the end, she didn't even meet ......
"Ran'er, why are you crying?" An Zhongtao looked strangely at An Qingran who was crying into tears in his arms and said strangely, but there was only love and no blame in his tone.
The more An Qing Ran thought about it, the sadder she became, remembering everything that had happened in her previous life, she felt that it was all because she had been too stupid. She had caused her Mother's early death and her Father's eventual loss of power.
That An Yanran only cared about getting what she wanted, she never put the welfare of the General's Residence first. Even now that she thinks about it, that An Yanran did not want her Father to gain power, and that her brother gained such power that she was pleased with him!
Not even a look of sadness on her face at the death of her Father, but rather like she was showing off!
She would sacrifice anyone for her own goals? But as a human daughter, does she not even have the most basic humanity?
An Qing Ran's heart twisted as she remembered how her father had been tortured before he died.
Holding An Zhongtao and crying louder and louder, An Zhongtao looked at Lian Jingyu, who was also puzzled, this evening, her daughter gave her countless surprises, and doubts, Just like now, she was just stirring like a small adult, but now, she is crying really like a baby, making An Zhongtao covered in tears and snot.
When she remembered the loss of her previous life, An Qing Ran's tears became more and more agonising. When she thought that there was a remedy in this life, her heart slowly began to fill with joy. Although the first battle, she had not won completely, but also saw the light of day.
In fact, just now Father did not investigate further, she did not think that Father was unable to let go of Yiniang, there must be another reason.
Furthermore, Yiniang’s cousin was Consort Shu, or Kang wang's mother, Murong Shu! Murong Shu's mother and Lian Jinrong's mother were sisters from the same father and mother, so their relationship could not be mistaken. Moreover, because Lian Jinrong's mother was a concubine, she had saved up enough anger to fight in the previous generation, right?
In this life, how could Lian Jinrong be willing when she herself had become a concubine again?
And then there was An Yanran, who, like her mother, had made every effort to first become a concubine and then set her sights on the position of Empress, her aspirations looking more ambitious than even her mother and grandmother's!
As for Murong Shu, An Qingran knew that this woman had played a big role in An Yanran's smooth climb to Kang wang's bed and seized power.
She didn't have time to care about these things yet, but she felt that she should do something beautiful in front of the immediate future.
Finally releasing her hand, she wiped her tears and looked at An Zhongtao: "Father, my daughter has acted presumptuously! But when I thought I hadn't seen daddy for a long time, I couldn't control ......"
" How come you haven't seen her for a long time? It hasn't been a few days since you saw your father ......" An Zhongtao reached out and stroked her hair lovingly, while in his heart he couldn't stop blaming himself, it was because he usually neglected her too much that he made the child so sad, "Don't cry, isn't daddy here? Besides, the whole general's residence, you can go anywhere you want to go?"
“Yeah, Ran er just watched the lights of the house today and for a moment deeply moved…”An Qingran said with a small face and wiped her tears off. Her hair fell and she was embarrassed.